Challenge of Self 3.8

I’ve been going through such rapid transition the past few years. In real time it can be quite stressful. I’m not perfect but it’s like sometimes I would feel like I’m in a fishbowl. So out of my rebellious nature I’ll self-sabotage to show I can’t be controlled. Subconsciously mostly. It’s dangerous to me and my family. I had to recognize that. Instead of pushing people further away, I’m learning that I have to develop emotionally more because of such a cold life I’ve lived. I really thank so many people that have worked with me and actually protected me while I learn. And now… I’m just grateful…

The words “I understand” will take people so much further and closer to the love they seek. Sadly, most won’t listen so they have to read this for clarity.